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Mai andar se bhut tut chuka hu ab is cehre pe hasi nahi rakh sakta.. aaj tum bhut yaad aa rahi ho . bhut koshish kiya par tumhare sath bitaye wo 7 saal mai nahi bhul sakta.. ab bhi sunapan hai abhi bhi mai akela hu..

Yaad hai jab mai khana nahi khata tha to tum naraj ho jati thi mujhse aur mujhse baat nahi karti thi tab tak jab tak ki mai kha na lu aur meri wajah se tum bhi nahi khati thi, aura b kisi ko koi fark nahi padta ki mai khana khau ya na khau bhut takleef hoti hai tumhe sochkar ki tum kaha chali gayi. Shayad tum paas hoti to mai yu tanha na hota aur tum mujhe aisi gumsum na hone deti. Yaad hai tumne kasam di thi ki mere aankho me aansu nahi aane cahiye par tumhari ye kasam aaj maine tod di pata nahi kyo na cahte huye bhi mai ro raha hu tumhare pyar ke liye. Mujhe pata hai tum bhi khush nahi ho to fir ye duri kyo tum bhut dur ja chuki ho ab kabhi  laut ke nahi aaogi to mujhe bhi le chalo tumhe apne har waadey yaad hai to ye kaise bhul gayi ki ham har pal saath rahenge chahe wo andhera ho ya ujala.. fir ab kyo tanha chod gayi.. mujhe bhi tumhare paas aana hai wo pal jine ke liye jo meri jindgi me bache hai, kyoki mai har pal mar rha hu mujhe bhi  jina hai please samjho is baat ko..

Tumne kaha tha na ki hamri saanse kabhi alag nahi hogi phir tumne wo har wada kyo tod diya. Phle tum hi kyo..    bhut log hai meri jindgi me family,dost, kuch apne par phir bhi tumhari kami hai kyoki tum thi hi aisi meri sab kuch.. mai tumhe kabhi nahi bata paya ki jab tum sath hoti thi to har kami puri lagti thi aura b sab kuch hai phir bhi jindgi adhuri lagti hai… mujhe puri tarah badal kar tum  kyo badal gayi kya iska jawab tumhare paas hai…..???? nahi na kyoki tum khud nahi janti.. tumhari kami shayd jindgi bhar rahegi or ise kabhi koi puri nahi kar sakta . maine bhut mohhabat karne walo ko dekha hai par tumhari mohhbat kuch alag thi…

Maine ek baat kabhi tumse nahi batayi pata hai kya mai na tumse janbujhkar jhagda karta tha ki tum mujhse jhagda karo isi bahane tum mujhse naraj hogi mai tumhe manaunga par tum tum to kabhi naraj hi nahi huyi. Tumne kabhi koi galti hi nahi ki , ki mai tumhe blame karu… kyo tum aisi thi shayad us waqt tum naraj ho jati to aaj aise naraj nahi hoti…

Meri koi galti nahi thi bas tumne kuch bolne ka mauka hi nahi diya . jispe tumhe sabse adhik bharo sat ha uski ek bhi baat tumne na suni kyo……????  Tumne kaha than a ki hum kabhi alag nahi honge or job hi problems hongi use baat kar ke solve karenge phir tumne baat kyo nahi kiya kyo chali gayi bina meri koi baat sune wo bhi itni dur jaha aawaz kya hawaye bhi nahi jati….

Sach batau to aaj bhut yaad aa rhi ho tum,aankho me bas barsaat la rahi ho tum.. tumne jis SAHIL ko sudhara thaw o fir se bigad gya aao use daanto use naraj ho kyoki wo abhi bhi tumhare intezaar me baitha hai ki tum fir use naraj higi or wo tumhe mana lega aur sab phir se achha ho jayega…yaar maine to majak me bola tha ki mai jaha khatam hota hu waha se tum suru hoti ho aur fir wahi pe khatam ho jati ho tumne kyo is baat ko sahi sabit kar diya kyo..??? kyo…??? Kyo….???....